2018-2019

“The best laid schemes of mice and men go oft askew”

That line from a Robert Burns poem could sum up my 2018. It will likely summarize my 2019. Life is difficult. Very. It’s unpredictable, and no matter how hard you try to find your way oftentimes circumstance and chance have different plans for us. Lady Luck may smile, Murphy might render a verdict, Mother Nature could destroy and God may choose to bless or test us.

My youngest brother advised me once when things fall apart to “Reel and Dance”. When I first read that text I didn’t really get it. Now I do. When life throws a right hook at you, take the hit, roll with it and then break into a mocking jig as if to say, “Is that all you got?”

I’ve been justifiably accused of being melancholy. I tend to dwell on the negative. But I’d like to defend my position. Life is hard. I don’t know of a single person that doesn’t struggle. Of course we all want that life we see on others Facebook pages. Instagram photos showing perfect lives, vacations, beautiful meals. But I know for a fact every person behind that facade is hurting, tired, afraid, anxious. You name it someone right beside you is feeling it.

I understand that on the flip side of all those difficult things people endure are things like success, hope, excitement and happiness. I need to learn how to feel those things too, and to believe I deserve them.

2019, I’m ready. Do your worst. Take whatever you want from me, I’ll reel and dance in your face. And when the good comes my way I’ll soak it in.

My favourite Movie scene is found in “Shawshank Redemption”. Andy and Red found paradise on the roof of the prison they were in. Having bartered with the Warden they are hanging out together under a warm sun drinking a beer. Andy just sat there, saying nothing, he was taking in the moment and the moment was good.

Thanks to anyone and everyone who reads my drivel. I intend to keep writing but it may not be weekly. My wish for all those I love, respect, know and even dislike, is that you have an Amazing 2019. May your year be filled with moments. I’m going to go and be in the moment with my Son now. There is not a better way to start 2019.

Tris